Now, these women have never done or said anything that would make me think that this would be their reaction but Satan works in a way to make us throw out ration and plant seeds, in my case it was fear of rejection. He doesn't want me telling my story. He knows the Glory it brings to God every time I share it. I overcame the power he and this world had on me and I turned to a Savior.
He(God) saved me time after time after time. I made some
very poor choices in my past that were far from safe or healthy and I cant help
but think that I should have turned out a whole lot different but He saved me.
I was the wondering sheep in his flock of 100, He chased after me. He blessed
me with a church, with a man who would love me unconditionally through my
garbage, who would respect me when I needed to see what it was like for a man
to actually respect me, who would love my daughter as his own. Who would lead
our family spiritually and who would challenge me. He blessed me with His love, His grace, His
mercy and His redemption.
I have a story, a sin filled messy story. We are all sinners in need of
forgiveness, In need of His grace and His mercy. Im thankful I heard His
whispers..... although by the time I payed any attention to them I think it was
more of a shouting.
***I thought about writing out my story for everyone but it is a long story and it is a part of not only me but my family and I hold it dear to my heart. I am sure there will be a time where it is all out there on the internet for whomever to see (if that is on Gods plan) but right now I dont feel that is what God is calling me to do. If you genuinely want to know I would love to email you privately and share my journey with you.
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